time, truth, and hearts

green & good day

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 21:49:40 GMT

music fills my ears
music which i will hear live in the eighth month
music which fans have loved for years
music which has just been released
music of epic proportions
music that releases the best of feelings within me
music of green
music of day

i'm soaring.
my heart is light,
my future bright
everything is on track
and i'm not looking back
what's past is past
and it doesn't matter that it didn't last
what's ahead is gold
happiness in the days of old

this journal hasn't been much of a good one
so i'll end it by saying that i'm done.

look right through me

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 04:22:45 GMT

"I'd never given much though to how I would die. But dying in place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go. I can't bring myself to regret the decisions that brought me face to face with death.'"

death offers a dream
so far away
so distant beyond anything we've ever known
it calls to us
singing harmonic melodies in our sleep
whispering words of truth and comfort
calling to us to take rest and find peace
it's quiet and calm
no more memories of painful pasts
no more scars upon blood stained wrists
or broken hearts that give fear of what's to come
fear of tomorrow

"Do not fear death, only the unlived life."

so i watched death pass me by
dreaming of a clear blue sky
of open fields with daisies and sunflowers
where we laugh and play for many of hours
dreaming and hoping and holding hands
watching our wishes spread over the lands
escaping to a brand new day
where the sun is shining and the children play
sorrow is gone and hope is a dove
and people are gay, cheery, and in love

"Death is peaceful - easy. Life is harder."

carmel lips butterdrop kisses

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 00:23:43 GMT

rays of sun on my face
laying down trying to find a place
to stay
giving up but still holding on
all you were was a fucking con
to pay
a broken heart and truths turned lie
mending wings just trying to fly
today
skipping girl down the street
a cruel world she will meet
someday
for now she wears a smile
forgetting all the vile
and decay
her heart is finally sound
with a love so profound
and gay
and in the end
her heart will bend
but it will be
okay.